Lost in Thought...

Oh, I apologize, I forgot you were there. My life has been busy... kind of. However, I cannot say what I've been busy with. Don't confuse that with "it's a secret", it is not the case... it is just that I honestly have not been DOING anything with my time, other than work, reading / or / watching TV and going to the gym. I hope to get back to writing soon, but generally my inspiration to write comes from (not surprisingly) his posts. And I know I shouldn't let it come to that, or depend on that (whatever word fits better), but it kind of does. I still can't fix the past, and I still can't seem to get his attention in the way I once had it. Work keeps me fairly busy, which is good. Most of my friends are either married, or divorced with kids, or in a relationship of some kind or another... and while they usually invite me to come along, I am not wanting to sit there as the third wheel. I don't really have a plan, but I hope to change things with this soon.